16. A narrow escape

[handy_psychic]

[The writing is very shaky, with a teardrop smudging the ink here or there. The top of the page has a few half-formed letters, as though he attempted to start writing more than once, but had to stop. He is, of course, referring to events in this log, and is in the midst of having a bit of a nervous breakdown.]

i couldn't save them

i couldn't

i'm useless

spike and ghost were captured...

i couldn't do anything to help them

i ran away like a fucking coward

i'm useless, i'm useless

[[OOC ETA: There's LOTS of foul language in the comments. Viewer discretion is advised. :D]]

Comments

[blondsambitions.livejournal.com]

I knows a place. But if I can'ts writes it, well den... I'll just finds you somewhere.

And before you says anything, I'm helpings you whether you wants it or not. I owes Ghost and Spike one. Or maybes two.

Strikes are blotted out right after being written

[handy-psychic.livejournal.com]

You can't

OK. I'll stay where I am.

Like a scolding mother~

[blondsambitions.livejournal.com]

Goods.

[inthecenterfold.livejournal.com]

See this? I like this.

[kanin-gitarist.livejournal.com]

Ja, wells, you gets one of us you gets both.

[blondsambitions.livejournal.com]

No, Kanin. You stays inside.

*Norwegian!*

[kanin-gitarist.livejournal.com]

Have you lost your mind? I'm not staying inside, I can fight better than you can.

*Swedish!*

[blondsambitions.livejournal.com]

That's not the point!

*Norwegian!*

[kanin-gitarist.livejournal.com]

What the hell is the point, then? You can't expect me to stay home and just...watch this?!

*Swedish!*

[blondsambitions.livejournal.com]

Yes, I can! Because I'm not letting you get hurt, dammit!

*Norwegian!*

[kanin-gitarist.livejournal.com]

You...

Okay listen. Or read. Whatever.

If we split up then neither of us will know if we get hurt. So I'm not letting you go alone and I don't expect you to stay home either. Okay? That's it.

*Swedish!*

[blondsambitions.livejournal.com]

Fine! But I'm not letting you out of my sight.

[inthecenterfold.livejournal.com]

Hey the more the better as far as I'm concerned.

[kanin-gitarist.livejournal.com]

Goods. Because I'm goings if he likes it or nots.

[inthecenterfold.livejournal.com]

OHHHH is that what that's all about up there? I see.

Well good luck. I still say the more the better.