16. A narrow escape

[handy_psychic]

[The writing is very shaky, with a teardrop smudging the ink here or there. The top of the page has a few half-formed letters, as though he attempted to start writing more than once, but had to stop. He is, of course, referring to events in this log, and is in the midst of having a bit of a nervous breakdown.]

i couldn't save them

i couldn't

i'm useless

spike and ghost were captured...

i couldn't do anything to help them

i ran away like a fucking coward

i'm useless, i'm useless

[[OOC ETA: There's LOTS of foul language in the comments. Viewer discretion is advised. :D]]

Comments

*Swedish!*

[blondsambitions.livejournal.com]

That's not the point!

*Norwegian!*

[kanin-gitarist.livejournal.com]

What the hell is the point, then? You can't expect me to stay home and just...watch this?!

*Swedish!*

[blondsambitions.livejournal.com]

Yes, I can! Because I'm not letting you get hurt, dammit!

*Norwegian!*

[kanin-gitarist.livejournal.com]

You...

Okay listen. Or read. Whatever.

If we split up then neither of us will know if we get hurt. So I'm not letting you go alone and I don't expect you to stay home either. Okay? That's it.

*Swedish!*

[blondsambitions.livejournal.com]

Fine! But I'm not letting you out of my sight.