... the tree just declared its love for me and tried to hug me.

I am not kidding.

[The writing is very shaky, with a teardrop smudging the ink here or there. The top of the page has a few half-formed letters, as though he attempted to start writing more than once, but had to stop. He is, of course, referring to events in this log, and is in the midst of having a bit of a nervous breakdown.]

i couldn't save them

i couldn't

i'm useless

spike and ghost were captured...

i couldn't do anything to help them

i ran away like a fucking coward

i'm useless, i'm useless

[[OOC ETA: There's LOTS of foul language in the comments. Viewer discretion is advised. :D]]