And I don't mind, if it's me you need to turn to

Logan and I are stuck in the elevator again.

[angry scribble]

Scavengers, thank you if you've been helping gather materials and secure belongings. It's been a great help.

If there are still cocoons and supplies to be carried to the Wilderness, I'd like you all to please do that now if you're available; after that, we can focus on getting windows boarded and things like that.

[[OOC: Bridge still isn't feeling 100% after losing Ghost, but he can't lock himself in the house when he has responsibilities and there's a hurricane, so yeah. Anyone who sees him and speaks to him in person may notice he's uncharacteristically quiet and gives short responses to questions.]]

what a lovely memory i saw ♥

i shall cherish it always ♥

brb finding a place to quietly freak out ♥

[[Replies will be erratic. He knows he's not the only person in the Sphere who believes they're dead, but watching yourself apparently get slowly crushed to death still isn't pleasant. DX]]

[The writing is barely recognizable as Bridge's and meanders all over the page as he writes. He had Sight's dream and thinks he's going insane.]

i think

cant go to sleep

ever again

[The top of the entry is lined with a few frustrated scribbles and random spots of glitter.]

Hmmmmmmmmm

Death needs to happen less often, yup yup.

... she can't be- i won't accept- she understands me- why did she- why

why

why

[A long pause, some pen taps before he hastily strikes through the above, but it's still visible.]

There was a message in a bottle next to my pillow. Yup. It was tied together with a pink ribbon and had a white ball inside it, too. Don't know who sent it...

[OOC: Yes, Bridge has an opinion on the deaths and the thing with the guards, but he's not sharing here.]

So.

Ah.

You guys know how pretty much every time someone new comes here I talk to them, as you do, well I don't really mean talk I mean talk as in talking to them over the journals which I still count as talking even though some people don't because it's a good way to communicate and sometimes they explain why they chose their name to me and I figure that it's only fair if I do the same to them and I tell them that I picked my name because in my dream I heard the word "bridge" several times so I named myself after a bridge because it seemed like a logical thing to do, yeah?

Turns out my name is Bridge.

... I'm just gonna curl up on my futon and feel stupid now.