52. Listen to the music playing in your head

[handy_psychic]

so glad 'm not the only one hearing voices.

this place really really needs to stop fucking with my mind. yuh-hmm. that would be great.

[OOC note: When Bridge first came to the Sphere, he didn't know to wear gloves to suppress his powers, so the siren call is similar to how he'd hear snatches of peoples' thoughts from time to time. Naturally, when it started happening again he had another "oh shit my powers are going out of control" moment, but thankfully Spike kept his journal from him til it passed.]

Comments

[surrendertoto.livejournal.com]

Hmph. Fat chance- the Sphere seems to enjoy making everyone question their sanity on a weekly basis.

[handy-psychic.livejournal.com]

the tree hates us ♥

[lemonshine.livejournal.com]

Bridge when did you sleep last?

[handy-psychic.livejournal.com]

last night ♥ until the voices started. i was a lot worse then ♥ but as long as everyone else is hearing them and i'm not losing my mind, i'll be hunky-dory

[lemonshine.livejournal.com]

:|

[lemonshine.livejournal.com]

You better not be hiding things again.

[handy-psychic.livejournal.com]

it's just

when i first came to the Sphere and before i knew i had to wear my gloves

this is what hearing peoples' thoughts sounded like

i know i'm not the only one but it's still a little unsettling

it's times like this that we need Professor Xavier in Edensphere

[lemonshine.livejournal.com]

Oh... maybe there's a way to block it out? Do you know of anything like that?

We'll all get through this. :)

[handy-psychic.livejournal.com]

if you're talking about my powers- my gloves are the only way i know of to block them out.

i'll be fine now, it's just like i said, when it happened i thought i was losing my mind again

[lemonshine.livejournal.com]

Alrighty. :)

[lemonshine.livejournal.com]

ps: Smile! :D

[handy-psychic.livejournal.com]

yeah :)

[feathered-earth.livejournal.com]

Bridge, are you all right?

[handy-psychic.livejournal.com]

oh. yeah. thought i was going crazy again last night when i heard voices. &hearts but spike took my journal away while i had a little freakout. i'm a-ok now since everyone else is apparently hearing them too ♥

[feathered-earth.livejournal.com]

All right. You want some hot chocolate or something?

[handy-psychic.livejournal.com]

i might take you up on that, thanks :)

quicklog y/n?

[feathered-earth.livejournal.com]

Okay. Want me to come over or do you want to come here?

Y

[handy-psychic.livejournal.com]

i'll be over in a second :) getting out of the house would be nice.

\o/

[feathered-earth.livejournal.com]

Okay. Here's my address if you need it. [Writes it down.]

[handy-psychic.livejournal.com]

[Bridge slowly makes his way to Cara's place and knocks on the door. He looks very tired, but not completely broken like he did after getting Sight's dream.]

Cara? It's me.

[feathered-earth.livejournal.com]

[She opens the door and smiles at him... yeah, he does look pretty beat.]

Hey, c'mon in Bridge. The cocoa's just ready.

[Heads into the kitchen and pours it into the mugs, handing one to him and taking a seat at the table.]

Oh... and watch out for Lucky. He likes to sit on people's heads.

[handy-psychic.livejournal.com]

[He returns the smile, a bit weakly but genuinely, and walks in, accepting the mug and seating himself at the table.]

Gotcha. And thanks for this- anything to help me sleep that's not a sedative is good. It's WAY too easy to become dependent on those things- not that I think the medics would let me, of course.

[feathered-earth.livejournal.com]

[She nods.]

Definitely. I wouldn't want... it's artificial, sort of. Not the same as falling asleep naturally.

[Sips her cocoa; it's just cool enough not to burn the tongue. Perfect.]

[handy-psychic.livejournal.com]

[Bridge takes a big drink, and his smile becomes wider.]

Mmm, it's good. I'm sorry if I scared you. I don't mean to keep doing that... and, well, if Spike hadn't grabbed my journal from me you would've been subjected to another entry like when I had that freaky dream.

[feathered-earth.livejournal.com]

[Her smile grows a bit in response to his.]

It's all right. I don't like this much either... it gave me a real headache before, but that seems like a piece of cake compared to what you have to deal with when things like this happen.

[handy-psychic.livejournal.com]

[Bridge nods slowly, and stares down into his drink.]

Yeah... my powers are a real double-edged sword. They do bad things to me sometimes, but at the same time, without them I don't think I'd be Bridge. It would take away what makes me me- what makes me think the way I do, the way I understand and relate to other people.

[He laughs, softly and a little bitterly.]

It IS tough sometimes, but I can live with them. It's better than when I first got here and didn't know how to control them at all.

[feathered-earth.livejournal.com]

That's true... I'm sorry you've had a rough time with them, but they must be useful, right?

[Actually isn't really sure what you're supposed to do with psychic powers. As far as she knows they're good for causing headaches. But still.]

They are you. Like hair or eyes... and the way you think is fun.

[handy-psychic.livejournal.com]

On occasion. They can help when I'm fixing things- sometimes I can see what they looked like before they were broken or touch them to find out.

[He sighs quietly.]

I'm glad you think so. I know I can probably be frustrating to understand sometimes...

[feathered-earth.livejournal.com]

[She shakes her head.]

No, I don't think you're frustrating. You have a unique perspective on things!

[Smiles and takes another sip of cocoa.]

[handy-psychic.livejournal.com]

[Bridge rubs the back of his head and gives a slightly embarrassed smile.]

Well... thanks.

[silver-antlers.livejournal.com]

Yeah it's kind of weird.... but not as weird as the gross toads. At least not yet.

You sound like you need more rest though. Maybe put some earplugs in?

[handy-psychic.livejournal.com]

i'll try that. or go to the clinic for something.

[redrobinhood.livejournal.com]

Majority wins. Looks like you're just one of us.

[handy-psychic.livejournal.com]

that's strangely reassuring

[snowburned.livejournal.com]

Are you all right?

[handy-psychic.livejournal.com]

yeah. it's just when i started hearing the voices last night i thought my powers were going out-of-control again. when i first came here and before i figured out that wearing gloves suppresses my powers- well, that's kinda what hearing peoples' thoughts was like.

[artistic-spaz.livejournal.com]

Nah, you're definitely not the only one. At least try to sleep, okay?

[handy-psychic.livejournal.com]

promise ♥

[artistic-spaz.livejournal.com]

Good. <3

[sassyandpink.livejournal.com]

The voices are annoying, but they're not that bad, are they?

Er.. Are you okay?

[handy-psychic.livejournal.com]

i am now. just- i'm an empath and my powers are channelled through my hands, so i have to wear gloves to suppress them, and when i heard the voices i thought my powers were going crazy. when i first came here i didn't know how to control my powers, and those voices are exactly what reading peoples' thoughts sounded like. it freaked me out 'cause my gloves are the only way i know of to control my powers and if those don't work there's no other way to turn 'em off.